Showing posts with label healing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label healing. Show all posts

Monday, December 11, 2017

Abuse and Rage (extreme anger the kind of anger that sees RED )

Greetings,
   



     Over the years I have worked with alot of people who have rage operating in their life. It is a destructive force that send them far away from family, friends and God. It isolates people and the whole world is at fault and their enemy. It goes far beyond that too. It justifies their behavior and literally BLINDS THEIR CONSCIENCE.

     This is why God speaks about not letting the sun go down on your anger without addressing it. We can still be mad however we have to bring it out into the light before sundown. Literally.
It Blinds the conscience (RAGE) because the pain is so intense it is like a fire than can not be put out.

     Satan depends on the anger being fanned into this so he can get a foothold and takeover.
Trauma to a person is designed by Satan to get the foothold needed to gain entrance to the person's hurt to fester the wound to the point of boiling RAGE to take over the persons being.

     It can manifest into many things however the goal is to keep the fear and hurt going so the person's soul becomes unreachable by family, friends and most importantly GOD. These people are so hard to reach because they are so blinded by the TRAUMA and HURT.  Often these people were exploited by someone else, anyone else,  in the form of predatory behavior to gain something for the  predators themselves. And of course these people who are exploited were done while they themselves were so VULNERABLE.

     A PREDATOR  plunders and destroys. They knowingly set out to do this. They set out intentionally to plunder and destroy.


This if not healed and delivered becomes a generational curse. These victims often become
not believed and feel helpless. They ARE experiencing real FEAR from what has transpired in they lives.

Because the Anger and Co-dependency is so strong it is hard to reach their inner man to help them release all that has been attached wrongly to their soul.

Our identity is not to be based on these things. The foundation should be Love and Freedom.
Not ANGER, RAGE AND FEAR.

 We operate out of the things that were attached to our souls. Good things are right foundations, Bad things wrong foundations.

Generationally these get passed down if not delivered  and healed.

These demonic forces will suck the life out of you (co-dependency). You will be exhausted trying to live up to a false identity.

Everything in your life will go wrong.

Unexplained illness, unexplained accidents, deep depression which will cause you to push everyone away.

The demons attached through these traumas ( which look for an opening in your person or a crack in your wholeness to gain a foot hold) will ALWAYS KEEP YOU LOOKING FOR THE NEGATIVE AND WHAT IS WRONG AND ALWAYS USE FEAR TO DRIVE THEIR POINT HOME.

So ask God today to deliver you and heal you so you can live free and whole.


Wednesday, November 23, 2016

The Angels of Uncovering




On November 17, 2016, I had an open vision of the following.


     I live in Southern California and was given this.

I saw Angels in Los Angeles and asked God to bring them closer so I could see what they looked like and what I needed to know. When He brought them closer I saw that they were evenly spaced and standing on defeated foe. They were being supported by the presence of God.(It looked like a pool under there feet ) These Angels were they very bright and shiny variety. They were linked and were surrounding the entire Southern California area. East, North, South and West.
     These Angels were making a clean sweep of these boundaries(within and without) to make sure they are clean.
     Next I saw a net being thrown out over this entire region of Southern California.( to secure it and for protection)
In the middle of this activity, I saw the ancient demons of various things walking around as if in a daze, coming out of a stupor. I recognize them and have the understanding that they are being awakened by all the activity because soon the Great War will start. These demons were not only walking the land they are fighting in the air with the Angels assigned to this region.
    These demons were vomiting a flood of slime to further their deception. Some of them had names such as Divorce, Depression and so forth.
On the land, there is a torch of fire being lit to burn up the enemy. The enemy will not see it coming.
I saw seed demons trying to advance and the larger Angels being brought in to diffuse them.

I saw the larger angels trumpeting(there were five all together at one point). I also saw the myriads of angels being used as a barrier and ready for war instructions. I then saw a very large angel trumpeting to open up the heavens because it is time.

After watching this for awhile, I saw five more angels trumpeting releasing Truth and Grace.

This is a season of no striving. Worship is the key. Keeping focused on God.
Worship fires need to be maintained to accomplish what needs to be done for the love of many.
His presence always brings the breakthrough coupled with obedience.
This also brings peace. Perfect peace (shalom)is the complete wholeness. Healing of the whole person.

Truth will uncover the darkness and grace will make the way to remove the darkness from the heart of those who need God's light to heal them.

The old ways will no longer work.

Friday, February 26, 2016

Word from Mary Dorian- Glorybound Ministries

"A Time of Endless Possibilities"by Mary Dorian, Albuquerque, NM

While spending quiet time with the Lord, He dropped this into my heart: 2016 is a year that anything can happen. The possibilities are limitless. As the Word says, "'For I know the thoughts and plans that I have for you,' says the Lord, 'thoughts and plans for welfare and peace and not for evil, to give you hope in your final outcome" (Jeremiah 29:11).
So, what could possibly hold back the manifestation of these limitless possibilities? Perhaps it is letting our negative thoughts stand in the way of God's good plan for our lives. In order to change your life and affect your circumstances, you must find out what is controlling the beliefs in your heart. Your heart's beliefs, combined with your words of agreement with God's Word, can move the mountain of obstacles out of your way this year. We have gone around that mountain long enough!
The year 2016 is a year of unlimited opportunity. It is the year of hammering in new tent pegs and enlarging your place of influence – so you can spread out to the right and to the left. Don't be afraid to take new territory. This is a year of shaking, worldwide. Many things will fall and give way to the "fresh" and the "new." This year is a year when we will see world records fall and new ones established. The glory of God will be seen through His people as never before.
Some Things to Watch for in 2016
The sky will be filled with the glory of the Lord this year as the Lord shows Himself in marvelous ways.
Watch for a comet to come close to earth in mid-March or late March. I saw it burn so very bright, and it seemed to have a lime green haze around it. It is symbolic for the Eye of the Lord. As it comes close to the Earth, it will let us know that He is aware of all that is going on, and that His eye is upon us. There will be a decline in deaths from cancer this year, which will start a new era when people who have been diagnosed with cancer – and Alzheimer's disease – will be living much longer than they would have in the past. Soon, we will see a cure of these diseases as medical breakthroughs occur.
There will be global shift of wealth. New nations will benefit from new sources of energy. The United States and Canada will be leading in this "New Energy Era." I saw the borders of the nations of the Middle East shift and change on the map. Saudi Arabia's place of influence and leadership will diminish. The world's concept of Africa will begin to change for the better. 
I saw the hand of the Lord holding something very bright. When He opened His hand, it was a diamond shaped like the continent of Africa. Some bright and wonderful things are getting ready to happen for many of the nations there. Increases in the economies of some African nations are coming, partly because of the discoveries of new natural resources.
Lastly, I saw a beautiful sunset over the continent of South America – particularly Argentina, Brazil, and Venezuela. In spite of economic troubles and government issues, there is coming a profound and mighty outpouring of the Holy Spirit to South America. Angels who had been assigned to these nations in the past are returning to complete their assignments. The eyes of the world will be watching South America starting in 2016 and in the years to come.
From Sea to Shining Sea
I wanted to understand the Lord's Heart for the United States of America for this year. It seemed like He is speaking to me about more than just one year – He is speaking about a new season which has begun. I felt His love for our nation. 
I felt the anticipation of a mighty outpouring of His Spirit that would go from the west to the east. This outpouring is the Spirit without measure touching everywhere in our nation. First here and there, then increasing to every place and everyone. From the northernmost part of Alaska, to the islands of Hawaii, and to the entire continental United States, His Spirit will be felt by everyone. A part of this outpouring is God healing the wounded hearts of the tribes and nations of the original occupants of what is now the United States of America.
I saw prophetic people going to the White House and standing on the steps of the U.S. Capitol declaring the Word of the Lord. These words will burn hot in our nation's capitol and cause a great fire of holiness there. The Lord has a covenant to keep. He made promises to our founding fathers and to those who framed our Constitution. As a nation, we have said, "In God We Trust." And as we have confessed this to be true as a nation for nearly 240 years, He has taken it upon Himself to be a trustworthy keeper of His promises of blessing and favor. Indeed, we do trust in Him!
"'Not by might, not by power, but by My Spirit,' says the Lord!"
Mary Dorian
Glorybound Ministries Center

Email: Asstpas@aol.com
Website: www.gloryboundministries.com
Mary Dorian absolutely loves – eats, drinks, and sleeps – the prophetic. She has a passion and a gift to help people see themselves from God's point of view. She ministers whenever and wherever possible, teaching and building up the Body of Christ with and in the utilization of the gifts of the Spirit and dream interpretation.
Originally from the south side of Chicago, Mary has been the Assistant Pastor of Glorybound Ministries Center, Albuquerque, New Mexico, for the past 25 years. She has been married to her husband, Tim, for more than 40 years, and is the mother of Jennifer, William, and Justin, and grandmother of Avery.
Mary Dorian's Itinerary:
March 10-13, 2016
The Global Call School of the Prophets
Brawley Lions Center
225 A Street, Brawley, CA

April 8-10, 2016
Glory Realm Spring Conference
Glory Realm Church with Pastor Tony Lay
Summit Inn Hotel and Suites
1433 N Interstate 35, San Marcos, TX
Contact: 512-353-7770

Thursday, February 25, 2016

Understanding Narcissism by Illimitable Men. GOOD DESCRIPTIVE ARTICLE ALTHOUGH NOT THE RESOLUTION OF THE PROBLEM

Understanding Narcissism

by IllimitableMan
Understanding Narcissism
"The sadistic narcissist perceives himself as Godlike, ruthless and devoid of scruples, capricious and unfathomable, emotionless and non-sexual, omniscient, omnipotent and omni-present, a plague, a devastation, an inescapable verdict."
 - Sam Vaknin
Contents:
1.) Introduction - Narcissistic Personality Disorder
2.) Rational Narcissism aka Achievement-Based Narcissism
3.) The Birth of the Narcopath
4.) Dealing With A Narcopath
5.) In Closing / Relevant Reading
1.) Introduction - Narcissistic Personality Disorder:
All people with narcissistic personality disorder are narcissists, but not all narcissists
have a personality disorder. A dose of narcissism is good, for it improves one's effectiveness by amplifying their self-love, confidence and boldness. However, it seems to be a common misconception that the promotion of narcissism is tantamount to the promotion of narcissistic personality disorder. This is false, and nought but an ignorant layman's understanding of narcissism fallaciously manifesting as a false equivalence.
Narcissistic personality disorder is a coping mechanism developed in childhood to deal with neglect, rejection or cruelty (eg: bullying) from one's parents. Narcissistic personality disorder is superlative to the nth degree, the most extreme version of narcissism, rather than the healthy self-assured confidence that comes as a by-product of talent and achievement.
Narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) is a childhood developmental disorder that is ingrained into the child by the inability of a parent to reward their child's behaviours and accomplishments. Everything the child does is scrutinised and rejected, the child is constantly berated and denied their basic need for love.
The child's accomplishments are typically deemed insufficient, for example if the child achieves a perfect score or comes first place, say in a race or on a school paper, the result is expected rather than rewarded. In a narcopath's childhood, achievement was met by indifference and anything other than exceptionalism was met by emotional abuse. The excellence is expected, but the parental approval and joy quintessential to such achievements is absent.
This is further exacerbated when the narcopath has a sibling who is incessantly rewarded whilst they are incessantly punished, this is narcopathy on the part of the parent exercising this behaviour and is a narcissistic strategy known as triangulation. What sets the NPD apart from the narcissist is that the rejection caused by the parent at a young age leaves them incapable of forming pair-bonds, this inability to pair-bond from there on becomes an empathy disorder dressed up in ego.
2.) Rational Narcissism aka Achievement-Based Narcissism:
Achievement-based narcissism is distinct from narcissistic personality disorder in much the way stoicism is distinct from psychopathy. Although a stoic and a psychopath may both seem cold, one can pair bond and the other cannot. Likewise, despite the NPD and narcissist both demonstrating much ego, one can pair bond and the other cannot.
Successful people with the self-esteem that comes with it, are to one degree or another, narcissistic. And it is precisely this which distinguishes them from NPDs, they are narcissistic by degree - not in totality. If one attained a ridiculous amount of success, it is feasible they could become as narcissistic as the NPD - but this is uncommon and thus unrepresentative of achievement-based narcissism.
Unlike the NPD, your typical narcissist does not deify themselves as infallible, indubitable or indissoluble, but rather, they see themselves as above average, superior. And if they earn more than most people, are smarter than most people, and are in better health than most people, is this not true? Narcissism and elitism go hand in hand, for narcissism is a natural byproduct of success.
Much unlike the NPD, the successful are narcissistic because they have worked hard, and by the trial of their mettle they have achieved. NPDs are delusional individuals who deified themselves to cope with the onslaught of emotional abuse they received from their parents in childhood. Already now you should be beginning to understand the different shades of narcissism; you have the tangibly successful who are narcissistic by recognition of their superiority, and the delusionally damaged who have lived in a self-inculcated fantasy since youth.
Achievement-based narcissism is healthy and comes from a positive place, whilst narcissistic personality disorder is a coping mechanism born from a negative place. Unlike the achievement-based narcissist, the NPD is oft sadistic. The power that comes from sadistic exploitation is quick and dirty junk food for the insatiable vacuum that represents the NPD's horrible childhood. Where the child developed NPD out of powerlessness, their adult form takes this to the opposite extent, intent on domination and the feeling of omnipotence that come from having total control over another.
People like to use "narcissist" as an insult, but know this - not all narcissism is equal. Some is healthy, born of superior performance and achievement, the other is dysfunctional, born of a terrible childhood. To combine these distinctions under one umbrella would be to disingenuously misrepresent the nature of narcissism, and anybody interested in narcissism would as such do well to ingrain this distinction into their cranium.
3.) The Birth of The Narcopath:
The NPD constructs a false sense of self to counteract the heartbreaking treatment they received from their parent. In truth the NPD is a victim, but a dangerous one at that. It is unwise to show the NPD the pity and sympathy customarily doted to a victim, for the NPD will see this as weakness and exploit it duly.
The vacuum left by unbetrothed love in the NPD's formative years is insatiable and unfillable. NPDs tend to be the offspring of other NPDs, or individuals with affective empathy disorders (of which there is a numerous and colourful range of diagnoses). Any love or sympathy the NPD receives as an adult serves merely as a form of ego validation, it is not sentimentally received or appreciated in the way the empath intended.
An NPD is a narcopath (a comorbid psychopathic grandiose narcissist), narcopaths do not feel empathy. A narcissist on the other hand merely has an elevated sense of self, a lack of humility if you will, but this alone does not signify an inability to sympathise.
I refer to NPDs as narcopaths, for the absence of empathy customary to the NPD is tantamount to psychopathy, albeit, an egotistical variation on the phenomenon.
The narcopath cannot love for they bare no sentimental appreciation for vulnerability, perceiving only weakness in that which they cannot emote. Like a destructive child they cannot enjoy the flutter of a butterfly, but rather, the butterfly drawing people's attention would anger them, compelling them to crush it.
And yet if you were to tell the narcopath they could not love, you would be met by nothing but narcissistic injury. Indignance, histrionics, victim playing, gaslighting, a grand display of anger where they highlight their best points whilst contrasting them with your worst. The narcopath is not above bringing out their highlight reel and your skeleton closet, making comparisons and trying to deceive you into believing this is an accurate rendition of reality.
The narcopath would deny their inability to love, because to tell a narcopath they are incapable of something is to harm the very pride they subsist on. Narcopaths are broken people due to the mental abuse inflicted on them by their parent(s), yet at the same time they are dangerous people - I will repeat myself for clarity's sake: narcopaths do not sentimentally appreciate sympathy, they desire it only so they can use it as a way to malignantly exploit the sucker naive enough to care.
4.) Dealing With A Narcopath:
Narcopaths are very unemotional and unconcerned with others, their emotion emotional capacity is reserved solely for solipsistic matters. For example, they do not feel concern for others - but rather they become bothered if someone useful to them is unavailable. To be concerned would to emotionally care for the missing person, to be bothered is to be annoyed by the absence of a person - this is a subtle but distinct variation. Narcopaths are emotional people, but only when it comes to themselves.
Typically the narcopath is angry, or feeding their narcissistic supply by ridiculing people. Narcopaths can be pretty funny people, and this makes sense in so much as humour is based upon the ridicule and degradation of an out-group in order to amuse an audience. You will see here on a non-sexual level that this penchant for schadenfreude is a form of soft-sadism (and is typically, likewise mirrored in the bedroom).
Ridicule makes the narcopath feel superior to the out-group, whilst feeding them the validation of the in-group, further bolstering feelings of superiority. Because the narcopath is conflict-seeking rather than conflict averse, they are destructive personalities that feed on the chaos and misery of others, again a manifestation of their latent sadism.
Realise when dealing with a narcopath that everything goes through a filter of ego - this is both the narcopath's greatest strength and weakness - a double-edged sword if you will. The narcopath is psychologically high in attack, but low in defence. Unlike a stoic who is immovable, the narcopath is easily moved - although they will typically attempt to shut you down before you can do to much damage.
If you were to observe one's battlefield with a narcopath, you will see their strategy is to achieve a quick victory by completely overwhelming their adversary. By merit of their high attack they often manage this, although it should be noted this strategy is as much as a form of defence it is an attack, for the narcopath has low defence. If you mirror the narcopath's strategy by overwhelming them, they will lose all sense of sanity and crumble very quickly.
Unlike psychopaths, narcopaths excel at destroying but are inept at enduring, such is their achille's heel, their susceptibility to narcissistic injury. Narcopaths do not respond to reason once the ego fires up, although they have no qualms exploiting yours.
The best way to deal with a narcopath in their manic phase is to insult and undermine them, amplify their thirst for conflict, question their credibility, mock them and generally degrade their very essence. Although this sounds extreme, literally nothing else will allow you to permeate their childish stubbornness.
To get through to them and you must resort to narcissistically injuring them. They won't like you for this, but they probably don't really like you anyway. And although they may not like you for this, they will respect it, and perversely what a narcopath can respect, he can like. If you cannot offend a narcopath, he cannot respect you. This is extreme yet necessary, these individuals at their core are bullies, and the only way to win the respect of a bully is to degrade them.

5.) In Closing / Relevant Reading:
Curious to see how narcissistic you are? You can take this test to get a rough idea. A high narcissism score on this test is not indicative of narcopathy, merely narcissism, but a high narcissism score combined with a high psychopathy score is. This test does not seek to measure sadism, but if you get a high psychopathy and narcissism score, I can infer with 99% confidence you are likewise sadistic.
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Monday, March 19, 2012

Word from 3-17-2012 for Breadbarn

Word from Saturday nite



My people you refuse to let me heal those places that hinder you. Gangrene will set in and surgery will have to be more extensive.
Come you will lose power from this way of surgery.
Come, I have brought healing into this house for you to partake .
Come , do not refuse the very thing I died for.
I have orchastrated every part of your life.
Come, do not refuse the depth of Love I bring.
Come let me touch your heart.
I am a gentleman I will not hurt you.
I am the only one who brings the healing.
I can only do what you let me do.
Come, it is only for but a moment that it hurts.
I am a loving God who brings you healing and truth.
Come let me put the healing balm on those places that hurt.
I can bring you to that place of trusting me if you let me.
No one else knows the crevices in your heart like I do to.
Every nook and cranny.
Every Place.
Places you do not know you need me.
Come I can do all things.
I can do all things.
In your deepest hour of darkness and dread, I will come pull you out.
Out of the darkness into the light.
Into the light.
Come so I can touch the places that are hurting.
You can not do it by yourself.
You can only hold your heart before me.
You can not heal it yourself.
Come I have , come to give you a heart of flesh.
A living breathing place full of me.
You can not put the things of the world in there, and expect for life to live there.
It needs my character  imprinted on it.
it needs my life blood flowing thru it.
My imprint, My DNA, My Character, My Joy, My Love, My Life.
Come, you need not be afraid of what I will do with your heart.
I will carefully tend with each part and bring life giving, force of My Love to each part.
Nothing escapes me.
I will carefully and lovingly fullfill, every desire and every need you have.
Crawl up into my lap and seek my face.
I am waiting for you to experience the touch of my heart to yours.
I have a warm caress to bring to your heart.
Intimacy beyond your wildest dreams.
I stand before you and knock.
I am waiting for you to let me in.
Breathlessly....
I will not abandon you , leave you or forsake you.